noshi17 - Im So close to killing myself, Yet somethings are going to well.

Im not sure what to do.
im falling in love again with the dude i had a crush on in high school.
he asked me out last night, it was soo cute.
We got dunk like mainacs and ran over the whole city,
AHHH too much calories if freaken voka, wine, scotch eww.
my gosh, well today hasn't been so bad un the count of i have to read 320 pages and memorize it by Thursday.
and im working full time these next few days, so yes im screwed
wonderful
im still stuck at 13.4 pounds 103 come on baby!!!!