noshi17 -

So i kno what my problem is..
i have like problems
and i can't fix them.

i overeat.. and its a disease Yes!
and then i binge and thats a disease Yes!
then i diet...a problem YUP!
which leads to more problems of not eating at all yep!! disease
and then.... problem of purging ...yes a problem!

solution....I HAVE NO FUCKEN CLUE...
im under a load of stress..
and like BLAHHH holy shit..
last night was amazing tho i drank like wayy tooo much ate wayyy too much for my own good
i was 112 now im 116
and i just ate about 700 cals and tons of carb
so spring break is coming up next week planning to seriously fast and write a journal entry every day of what i did what i lost and what i ate.
im hoping to lose around 9 pounds in about 12 days...
i kno a lot of my weight is water weight from alcohol but i hate seeing it on the scale..
so go fuck it!!! so what i eat another 200 cals
and so what if i eat another piece of pie FUCK IT>

i have a problem
a serious one...and i hate it...
i just wanna be normal =(
i wanna cry