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Apr. 3rd, 2009 | 07:43 pm
Im majorly depressed right now, i wanted to be like a normal person and only eat 3 square meals a day healthy ones and an little sack mid day cuz i wanted to be NORMAL. But yep didn't work out i ended up gaining baldy which is strange cuz i have never been high in a long ass time, this really sucks right now.
So i made a promise to myself, im never going this high again just from 3 days of eating shit! this is BULL.
Right now im at 118.2 with about 4 cups of water in me still.
Im keeping it under 500 cals for a month and there is no exception!!!! no more stupid eating for a month~
i will only and ONLY to 800 =( special occasions like a birthday or something, and even then i will not let it go to 800 (Cross fingers)
I WILL BE BEAUTIFUL and were I WANNA BE!!! DAMN IT
~ im gonna try to fit at least 3 days of working out in a week... and i would like to go for walks in the mornings for about 30 min - 1 hour.
DAY ONE
Lots of tea and water = 0
Soup (mom made)= 150ish
Grapes = 25
Cereal= less then 50
2 thin slices of apple= 25
Finish off with dinner salad and maybe a little chicken = 150 ish
Total = 400
PICTURE OF THE DAY
So i made a promise to myself, im never going this high again just from 3 days of eating shit! this is BULL.
Right now im at 118.2 with about 4 cups of water in me still.
Im keeping it under 500 cals for a month and there is no exception!!!! no more stupid eating for a month~
i will only and ONLY to 800 =( special occasions like a birthday or something, and even then i will not let it go to 800 (Cross fingers)
I WILL BE BEAUTIFUL and were I WANNA BE!!! DAMN IT
~ im gonna try to fit at least 3 days of working out in a week... and i would like to go for walks in the mornings for about 30 min - 1 hour.
DAY ONE
Lots of tea and water = 0
Soup (mom made)= 150ish
Grapes = 25
Cereal= less then 50
2 thin slices of apple= 25
Finish off with dinner salad and maybe a little chicken = 150 ish
Total = 400
PICTURE OF THE DAY